Thursday, July 8, 2010

Even my trainer couldn't push me...

So arrived at my trainer's house this morning (not ready to workout) with dark circles under my eyes, and a contagious yawn. She asked, "How are you doing, girl?"... I just wanted to break down and cry!!! I'm so exhausted!!! Everyday at work feels like I'm being rolled over with a steam engine (I'm tired of the fight), wedding plans aren't complete (the little stuff is piling on), my art studio is a mess (and since I'm a little OCD when it comes to organization, it' driving me nuts!), and I can't sleep because the endless to-do-list is on repeat in my cluttered head. My trainer felt pity for me, so instead of pushing me, she gave me a 45min massage... GOD BLESS HER!!!
We're off to Reno for 2 days, and I'm hoping it will be the weekend away Joseph and I have been dying for. Tuesday is my mom and my birthday, so we're going to lunch and getting a massage together... hopefully the two massages in one week will get me out of this funk. I need to refocus and get back to being me, instead of this cranky, tired version. Pray for me!!

3 comments:

Jen said...

Enjoy your weekend and your upcoming birthday. I'm sure things will look better after you've had a little time away. But I can totally relate to your stress and endless to do list. It'll all come together.

Jess said...

Thanks!!! Joseph and I are both looking forward to having some time away from the to-do list...

Suzanne said...

Reno should do it for you. You probably just need some time away, then when you get back it will look fresh again. Good luck!

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